'Journal'

Just to say… I’ve felt like working on myself a little this holiday.

I still somewhat gifted my Mother and Brother this year but I gifted myself a little more with a new PC, a lot of vinyl records & took more time off work than I probably should have.

I haven’t felt like working on myself at the start of a year in a while (I did the healthy thing running/health) a couple years ago and I felt great for few months but lost that high… I want the tattoos I’ve been planning for few months now, I want more of the “me” time I’ve been giving myself lately and I want more of the things I throughly enjoy, MUSIC AND VIDEO GAMES.

Typical cliché NYE post but I’ve been alone and have shit on myself mentally enough these past 8+ years… I’m just done, I want the change but I could never pick a route and I’m 27… I’ve been lost and I’ll probably be lost forever. I’m picking something I enjoy to my core.

Switched to Twitter/Reddit & little bit of Instagram as my main platforms, “left” FB/Tumblr months ago but nothing special here that I don’t already have elsewhere.

I’ll keep the account since I’ve had it forever but whatever lol.

LMK IF YALL ON OTHER PLATFORMS!

LMAO RIP EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE, GUESS IT WAS NICE KNOWING YALL THE PAST LIKE 5 YEARS… YIKES.

Finally looks & power <3

My 27th was on Friday, I’ve been called an old soul for many many years and I truly believe that to my core. I’ve felt older, had older tastes, lifestyle, beliefs… And I feel best alone (which I am a lot) so I took this pic and relaxed for an hour or so on the back deck in pj’s on a very nice cool night, tried a neat cigar company (I don’t smoke, just a cigar for major holidays/birthday) called Good Cigar Co. They ship two cigars in a humidity controlled bag with cutter and matches and I’ve had that bottle of Laphroaig for over a year now…. I just wanted to feel at ease for a little and I did but not for long enough so back to life…

27.